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    Perry Spring

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    My prayers are with you....
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    07/21/08

    Reply from RyanED:

    A lot of times I tend to feel discouraged and disheartened with my current health situation, but I know deep down there's a lot of strength and courage inside of me. To be able to endure so much pain, staring it in the face without giving up... I know I can overcome any obstacle if I stay strong and dedicated.

    For all of my life, I've been doing too much thinking, debating, stressing and worrying... The only thing that does is lead to high blood pressure and unnecessary anxiety, and I forgot to just say "It's alright," and just relax, have fun and enjoy life.

    It's somewhat ironic how I kept thinking I was weak and afraid, but in actuality ( past the depression and self doubt ), I do feel strong and determined. Sometimes it takes a serious health scare for a person to realize what's really important.

    I appreciate even the little things in my life these days. Just drinking an Ozarka bottled water right now ( for example ), I say my thanks for this great "Natural Spring" water that I'm about to drink. The next time something bad or unfair happens to me, I'm not going to feel frustrated or become angered by it... I'm just going to accept it and move on with a better frame of mind.

    All I can do is pray and think positively from now on. Whatever else happens is going to happen regardless.


    07/22/08